This Sabotage - Lyrics

Consumed with fatigue
So far out my league
And all cos I stupidly think
I’m unique

Perpetual neglect
Of my self-respect
Has taken its toll
Well, what did I expect?

Take more blame
Ignore shame
But look what I…
I became
I became

Learning to hate myself
To curse and berate myself
Just to get good
Just to get better

Feigning incognisance
Of praises and compliments
Just to get good
Just to get better
For you
For you

Guess what?
With burnout
It actually turns out
The catalyst right at its heart
Is self-doubt

Uncomfortably numb
Is what I’ve become
After beating myself
Like some infinite drum

Diagnosis
Psychosis
Losing my mind
Just focus
Just focus!

Learning to hate myself
To curse and berate myself
Just to get good
Just to get better

This sabotage
These habits are
A social form of camouflage
This sabotage
These habits are
A social form of camouflage
This sabotage
These habits are
A social form of camouflage
This sabotage
These habits are
A social form of camouflage

Learning to hate myself
To curse and berate myself
Just to get good
Just to get better

Feigning incognisance
Of praises and compliments
Just to get good
Just to get better
For you
For you